End Of Silence

Welcome to my mind A world ravaged by hate and trusted lies There's silence out so come inside Every sound I make is a fucking knife You're not ready You'll never be Don't have time to make it pretty No melody Let me be frank I commit felonies War against myself I'm the enemy End of me Sometimes I worry even on this track That I maybe went too far too fast You say chill out I say cut me some slack Cause sometimes I just snap Like sometimes I let the panic out Sometimes I find a walk to the park becomes paramount Sometimes I try way too hard I write too many nouns Sometimes I find I took that hole and turned it to a mound Build it now I worry too much about Covid And my lyrics Always written with a motive The same message Reproduced need protection Contraceptive God damn I need a sedative Here we go again Right down the rabbit hole I let them in Fallen down I'm covered in sediment Followed the bun like it's cinnamon I need medicine It's all about me what is this Decay Even got the rap song I've been down this lane Through all these words I hide in defilade It's always the same damn fate How much of a lie How much of this can I take Before I break Suffice to say you're right I'm on my hit list every day I'll waste away But sometimes it's not just inside Sometimes it's even on the outside They make it obvious that they don't give a fuck about my music They try to be nice but I see through it Sometimes they use it To abuse me with insults They play it Just to find a reason to cancel Hundred plays Yet they still can't find anything So they erase And say shit like this just to make a gain That shit was weaker than Lil Wayne When he teamed up with Weezer On can't stop partying Please stop partying Bitch you were never meant to get in You're making my ears bleed fucker Every track you make is heresy fucker I can't even turn it on cause one note makes me wanna get your car keyed Fucker See he thinks he'll get away with it since he always seems To fly under the radar But I'm down here too Better learn you can't hide bitch before I expose you Go missing faster than produce On the shelf cause nobody wants you Expired bitch growing mildew When will you learn that you're fucking old news I've seen that headline It's from 99 13 killed by a Tec-9 In Columbine Won't count the two suicides With the homicides They lost their count when they crossed the line How much of a lie How much of this can I take Before I break Suffice to say you're right I'm on my hit list every day I'll waste away One Two Three GO GO How much of a lie How much of this can I take BEFORE I BREAK (How much of a lie) How much of this can I take Before I break Suffice to say you're right I'm on my hit list every day I'll waste away I'LL WASTE AWAY WAY OH Don't try to save me I'm beyond your reach You hold the wound tightly Yet I still bleed Cause still on occasion You shut out the night So no one can see in When you take my life Shut the light I Borderline Die Come alive Open up my EYES Masquerade I Infiltrate DIE What remains Cold as ice SHOT DOWN LOSING THE CROWN (I'm) scared to get too close Scared to drift too far AWAY EVERYTHING YOU SAY (I) break into fractions Drift into legion Legion Legion I'm not undercover But you couldn't trust I broke under pressure Is that what you want The screaming is ringing Inside my mind You tear me to pieces You pick up the knife Shut the light I Borderline Die Come alive Open up my EYES Masquerade I Infiltrate DIE What remains Weaponized SHOT DOWN LOSING THE CROWN (I'm) scared to get too close Scared to drift too far AWAY EVERYTHING YOU SAY (I) break into fractions Drift into legion I HAVE SUFFERED HATE IN YOUR MISERY I WILL FACE MY FATE UNLEASH ENERGY Shot down Losing the crown Away Everything you say I break into fractions Drift into legion SHOT DOWN LOSING THE CROWN (I'm) scared to get too close Scared to drift too far AWAY EVERYTHING YOU SAY (I) break into fractions Drift into legion Legion Drift into legion Legion